My crazy life

I have been trying to get better at making sure I write this but some times my crazy life gets ahead of me. Things have been stressful here lately.

I found out I have slightly high blood sugar, which is a possible reason for my blackouts I have been having, so they put me on a diabetic diet. On top of all that my doctor wanted to send me to a neurologist just to rule out some stuff, so I got to wear wires (electrodes) on my head for 4 days before I got to take them off so they could monitor things to make sure I'm not having seizures.

So now I am waiting on the results of the eeg they gave me and am a nervous wreak. Between all the crap I have going on, Matt and the kids are keeping me busy. Its hard for me to find 15 mins to myself so I have been trying to do this on top of everything.

I am really in a need of a break but then I turn around and think what the crap is a break..... I don't even really know the meaning of that word anymore.

I am really hoping things are good and I can figure out what is wrong with me. I can handle a lot of things but the not knowing or the doctors telling me there is nothing wrong with me are really really really driving me insane.

I am going to get better about writing this at least once a week.... So until next time be safe